It all ends.

I've noticed that my blog titles seem to be somewhat depressing...odd as I'm not all that of a depressing person...oh well! Sorry. Well, tomorrow marks the beginning of the end, the last first day of school; something I've been dreading for years. I am very stoked (did I actually use the word 'stoked?') about everything that this year has to offer, but I'm also apprehensive about all of the work it entails. FCCLA I'm sure will be keeping me on my toes as usual, along with NHS, VizArts2, AP Lit, and College Classes all on top of my required classes. I also have to find the time to get in 12 more hours of community service before May. I've been kind of depressed lately because I know how I've got it made here in high school and don't really want to enter the "real world." I enjoy sitting here with no worries! :) I've recently gotten back into the Harry Potter series. I used to be the biggest fan when I was little, and even went as Harry for Halloween one year! I happened to clean my room a couple of weeks ago and actually found all of my old HP stuff, action figures, movies, books, etc. it was very exciting. I also read all 7 books in the past few weeks and I feel like I'm left hanging and am craving more...too bad there isn't any more! The college search has been driving me crazy, applying to colleges is driving me nuts and the fact that I haven't had a chance to go on one single stinking college visit is stressing me out. I feel like at the current moment, I am one big ball of stress. I will admit, I work best under stress, but I would much rather be going with the flow right now! I am so confused about my school schedule, as right now, the way I'm looking at it I have 3 minutes between a high school class, and my college class to drive across town, plus no lunch period in there at all as college is during my lunch. I also have FCCLA sponsorships to work on and Yearbook sponsorships. It's crazy stressful to try to make it to all of those businesses that we have to for Yearbook as they gave us a list of 23 different businesses! I didn't even know there were that many in town! Ha! Hopefully I can work on finding some less depressing titles. Adios!